How do I convince an employer to hire me immediately while my career as a 38-year-old has yet to start due to informal care, my middle management officer recreation diplomas and an interrupted HBO batchlor for software development in connection with informal care. They all want to see a batchlor, all a portfolio while the water is on my lips and the government employee work does not care that I have been reading the newspaper for free for 2 years due to discovered software design errors and studying if I get that job within the company where I am going to grow internally. In addition, the question which starting functions are idial for software development and management instead of helpdesk?